roar

i have like one day to go to school for a week and i've been working nonstop since like 4 oclock this afternoon. i understand that if i had worked during the weekend i wouldn't be in this situation but i was busy:) went and got rachel around 11 yesterday morning and we hung out all day yesterday. we went to walmart and got snacks and then we came back here and hung out. we watched the office on my laptop hooked to ryans tv and we watched youtube videos. we played tetris on xbox and i whipped her ass :) muah rach. we went to fuddruckers last night for dinner and it was good but damn it was expensive and afterword i wanted to die due to carb overload. we came back here and watched some movies and then i took her home. i went and got her this morning and we hung out until around 4 or 5 and then i took her back. we did much of the same today and since then i have been writing my paper on Sqweegel the psychopathic killer from Anthony Zuiker's novel Level 26. he's pretty much a freak but the book is really good. my paper is good. because rachel helped me proof it. she's smarter than me *cough cough * :) she is good at sounding professional. well i think im going to go to sleep. gotta pay my dumbass parking ticket tommorow so i can register. night Blog.

last night

was pretty cool. look im doing a blog before 1100 sunday night. yes! go me. last  night i went to see rach and we went to eat at blues and ribs. and we got pulled pork and it was delicious. except now she is eating the leftovers and i can do nothing about it! thats ok though. we watched the office which was pretty funny. it was about Ryan's new company WUHPF and its basically like a social networking thing that sends to every device you could possibly have. and some of the employees of the office invested in his company and then they realized they had 9 days that they would be able to sustain the company and then his investors want him to sell and he and michael say that they shouldn't and michael is blinded by "friendship" that isn't there. and then at the end of the episode michael gets a wuhpf and it comes in on his printer, fax, phone, email, and Ryann say's he is going to sell the company. we also went to see the midnight showing of the new harry potter last night in IMAX. it was serious degrees of badassedness. except the ending. which pissed me off. but it was supposed to. its part one of a two part movie. but still. and when dobby died i was sad. but it was pretty cool. then we didn't get back until around 4 so i got about 3 hours of sleep. it was intense. i have slept alot today. think im going to go sleep some more.

okie dokey

me and ryan just went and got wendy's. it was delicious. except now i feel like im in some kind of carb coma. so this weekend was fun. went home with rachel friday and i got there around 4ish and then watched tv with my mom for a while and then my parents were supposed to go to a class thing but they called like an hour after they left and said that they didn't make it? and to meet them at mexican. so i got my sister and we went to meet them. then saturday was my dad's birthday so me and him went to play golf at this really nice golf course and i beat him :) poor dad. i beat him on his birthday. lol i played pretty well though. and it was really fun. always enjoy golfing. especially with dad. rachel just said were going to be Fockers when we get old! yes! hahahaha there's going to be a new movie! the fockers have kids! it looks to be funny. comes out 4 days after my birthday! i can not wait until black friday. its fun. me and my dad started it a few years ago. we don't buy anything. we go to see all the crazy people! its so fun. last year me and my mom ran down the pillow eisle in walmart and threw all the pillows on the ground. it was super fun. oh yeah.. so we got dad a black wii for christmas and so alot of today my family and i played wii and hung out.. i miss living at home. miss my family. miss mandetory dumb block schedule where i get to see rachel for 4 hours a day in one class.. .i miss high school where i saw her every day.. i dont wanna grow up.. but i do.. hmm... that is my nostalgic moment for today.

grrr

the beginning 3 sentences of every blog is about how i wish i had done them before now. you think i would catch on, and you know.. like do them before now EVERY WEEK. but i don't. and that is one of my very few downfalls. i like to think of myself as hardly human. it helps everyone around me really hate me. they're all like "your an arrogant prick" and im like " well yes i am" and then they try to hit me. and i drop them on their head! i have no clue what i am talking about. i think im going insane.. yeah really dont know where that came from. just popped some popcorn that came in a care package from my mommy. but it sucks. lol dont think i popped it long enough. now im hungry and sad that my popcorn didn't pop. i really want a coke. i must be going insane. or im ADHD. me and rachel went to dairy queen on the way home and got a mini blizzard. it was quite delicious. rachel bought it for me. she's so sweet. me and her are going to see harry potter thursday night at midnight. i can not wait to see what kinda losers are there. i think im going to wear a cape and bring a wand just so ill fit in. that would be funny. she wouldn't sit next to me though. that would be berry berry sad. must go now. bye bye

A Letter To My Best Friend in the World.

In 8th grade, for my science fair project, i built a model of New Orleans that resembled Venice as a possible solution to the flooding problems after Hurricane Katrina. The project earned me a ticket to the state science fair. I didn't win any prizes at state, but in the hot tub at a hotel outside of the University of Georgia, i found someone that will be with me for the rest of my life. Someone that happened to end up in my World Geography class in 9th grade. "Aren't you that girl from the hot tub at state?" "Oh yeah! i remember" spoke the most gorgeous girl i had ever seen. I knew... somehow.. that i had found someone that would be close to me for a long, long time.. i just didn't realize how long. Later, i would realize that i found my best friend in the hot tub that night. Someone that would help me through my darkest times in High School. Someone that i would talk to an uncountable number of times on the phone until 2 in the morning, while neither of us were supposed to be on the phone. Someone i would kiss the summer before my senior year, and feel something i had never ever felt before run up my spine. Someone I would ride a bus next to on the way to the High Museum, who would fall asleep on my shoulder on the way there, for whom I'd play songs like: "I'll Be" by Edwin McCain, "Far Away" by Nickelback, and "My Blue Heaven" by Harry Connick while she was asleep. 10 days later.. I'd call this girl and ask her to be my girlfriend, smiling like i never had before. And for the last 328 days, she has made me the happiest creature on the planet. In no way do i deserve her, but I'd give everything I have for one more day with her, one more hug, one more kiss, one more "Your an Idiot, but i love you anyway" stare. I can't thank her enough, but I'll spend the rest of my life trying. I have found the one i want to spend forever with and I'll do anything for this amazing woman. I will make you my wife. My Best Friend. I Love You, Rachel Marie Adams.

dernnnit

this is a pattern. every week. ok this week im going to do my blogs before sunday night. rachel reminds me several times. " ok baby" i say. then i put it off until sunday night for some reason. oh well luckily i still usually remember to do them. i went home this weekend but for a less than usual stay. i went home saturday instead of friday. rachel had a comunity service project thing for her GT1000 class. which is comparable to our SPSU 1001 class. she went to an Muscular Dystrophy walk thing at the Atlanta Zoo. she really likes helping kids with disabilities. she is an awesome person. that was saturday morning so we left after that. we went home and unfortunately i have had another kidney stone incident. DAMNIT. i really really hate that. i had some side pain wednesday or so.. and i was afraid thats what it was.. but it went away.. then there was a pressure every time i tried to pee so i guessed thats what it was. then at about 4 AM sunday morning. curse words were expelled from my bathroom. it hurt. alot.. like pissing a shard of glass. at 100 miles per hour. but now i can pee again! score. me and my parents and sister went to eat mexican this afternoon.. then i hung out with my parents for a little while. then i went to get rachel and then to my grandma's and then we went to wendys for dinner and Dairy Queen for a blizzard. delicious. i have a feeling my next blog may have a little more meaning to it :) bye bye